Frazzled

There's just so much going on, and my brain is frazzled trying to keep up. Hubby's appointments, my appointments, and just so much paperwork - this lot needs this, that one needs that, we've been dropping forms off at the cancer center like nobody's business. It's emotionally tiring just trying to remember everything we need to do. Then there are the callbacks ... a message that they need some other paper or record, or whatever. UGH!

In himself, hubby is maybe 50% ok. His body aches, his heads aches, the meds make him dizzy and nauseated, it affects his responses and his attitude is shot, especially when dealing with people on the phone. I just wish I could wave a magic wand and make it all go away.

We both had medical appointments today. Hubby's white count is up again but not by as much as we might have expected, which means his treatment is working. His oncologisthas changed the dosage to try to help lessen the side effects.He'll see her again in amonth, to see how the next few weeks go.

I, having admitted to emotionally overeating since his treatment started, stood on the scale (expecting maybe a 5lbs gain) to be pleasantly surprised. I was 220lbs and had lost .8lb since my last visit. I said "thank you Lord" and stepped off much happier than I'd stepped on.

I'm just thankful that we both had fairly decent visits!